today has been total shit and i have no one to talk to who would get it and i feel bad for complaining so much to the same people so I don’t even know man I’m just really tired of living like this

Which reminds me our health class got a surprise visit from a suicide guest speaker today and I almost had a panic attack and I finally chilled out a little and then she mentioned self harm and i almost had another and then i failed two tests and jesus fucking christ can’t i have a break